i have moments of true bliss, more of them now than when i lived with the husband, but i also have my moments of despair. i don't know what sparks them, nor do i know why, but i have them now and again. today in fact.
there's just too much going on. divorce, a new house with something new to be fixed every day...never something cheap, learning to be a single parent, and just way too much going on at work. i feel like i'm juggling too many balls for one person, and i just don't know how long i can keep them all in the air.
i know that once things calm down a little bit i'm going to be in a good, happy, peaceful place. i just can't see through the storm to find the calm. and i really need it...and i need it soon.
~k
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